Currently Listening O-Town By O-Town see related

what was that? tuesday is a holiday you say? well what holiday? valentine's day, you say?! wow! i hadn't a clue! how could that be?!

i make $6.50 to literally sit in a chair for 6 hours. jealous much?

tests went well. very well. it turns out, the way to do good, is to STUDY! what?!

--- let's say you were once an avid chess player, and thought you were pretty good. so you tried out for the chess club, naturally. but, for whatever reason, you didn't make the chess club. a year goes by and you have merely dabbled in chess ever since. but you know you're good and you want to be on that chess club more than anything! do you try out for the chess club again, and risk being made fun of by all the "real" chess players (the lowest of lows...) or do you simply...accept defeat. REALLY I WANT TO KNOW!

yeah i jammed to O-town tonight. no, you cannot borrow my cd.

by making myself NOT be that girl makes him mad. but instead of being all "oh i realize how much u mean to me" he's all "i don't think i like you anymore". boys. when will i learn.

pulled a double all weekend. work every day. 40+ hours. getting a raise. sweet/yuck.

i don't want to go to kerrville.

but i know i will.

school is really hard y'all.

Currently Listening One Wish By Ray J see related

it's vince country baby! i think i'm in love!

i'm updating and it's not a holiday. u know why? i dunno. why do girls want the guy that they know is sooo bad for them? i used to laugh at those girls! but... it's just hard to be alone, ya know? to have a month off of school and think "there are all these things i can do!" but not do them, because there's no one to do them with. to have a night off and think "sweet i can go out!" but stay at home cuz there's no one to go out with. to feel all this love on the holidays and think "i could give someone so much!" but instead it eats you up inside cuz there's no one to share it with. to be the 3rd wheel. the 5th wheel. to be happy for your best friend because she finally found a good guy. it's hard not to have someone to fight with! someone's life to control! not that i do that ; )... i live on my own now, but it seems to have lost it's original purpose. how is that exciting when there's no one else excited about it?

so here is the dilemma. i can have a temporary fix to all of these things. but in order to have that, i would have to be lied to, hurt, and deceived at every other corner... and be that girl that looks the other way.

i laugh at those girls...

normally i wouldn't have to deal with this, because i'd be surrounded by family. i miss them so much!

i have great friends, don't get me wrong. someone help me pull my head outta my butt!

get a jello shot hangover. you'll never drink again.

oh boo freakin hoo. i'm ready to go back to school!

Currently Watching Elf By Edward Asner, Will Ferrell see related

MERRY CHRISTMAS! For God so loved the world... and don't ever forget it.

Life is splendid right now! I lie, it's confusing! But it's fun! I'm tired of doing my own dishes...Work is booooring, but at least i'm basically getting paid to read and do homework. Oh dallas, i'm continually being drawn to dallas. distance really does make the heart grown fonder. or is it absence? well he's a couple hundred miles away and he's absent, and we can't be together (for reasons i won't go into), so it's both i guess. so next semester i'm taking aerobic dancing on MWF at 8 AM! who thinks i'll be able to drag my butt outta bed..noooot meeeee. tabatha is gonna have to cook me breakfast every morning or something. starbucks in bed, something. oh by the way- 4 As and a B. i'm terribly disappointed. if only it wouldn't have snowed the night before my history test!!!!!! so there's this boy i went to school with, and i always had a crush on him, and i always thought we were meant to be...well the other night i got my chance and boooooooooo! not worth all those years of wanting. that just goes to show that it's HUMAN NATURE to always want what you can't or shouldn't have, but once you have it you don't want it anymore. i'm feelin the love y'all! christmas is great! i love y'all!

: ( my grandpa jerry was put back in the hospital yesterday. he'll have to be there through christmas. pray guys, that's so not cool.

ShaCayla out.

Currently Listening PCD By The Pussycat Dolls see related

i hope you all had a splendid thanksgiving!

i have finally lost my mind. seriously. i need to be medicated. i have locked my keys in my car (in the ignition) twice in less than 2 weeks, then went to my apartment and tried to get in, of course not having the keys. among various other stupid moments.

apartment is going splendidly.

i knew i'd somehow find out information i did not wish to know.

i wish my friends would call me = /

just kidding, they do.